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Click here to see the profile of this user 		life on life's terms - 2007/10/07 10:31 I've been having a really hard time lately. I'm just starting to come out of a really bad depression. The first day I feel a little better I had to put my cat to sleep. I don't know if anyone is an animal lover but my pet's are my kids. It is the first big thing I've had to deal with emotionally since I got clean. I had to force myself to feel it and not stuff it down. I don't want to use drugs. I do want a cigatette desperately but I haven't had one. So instead I've been spending hours on the computer, eating anything chocolate (including the Quick powder). I have now broken out in eczema and rozacia all over my face including muy eye lids. I've used this as an excuse not to go to a couple meetings this week. I just want to be normal, feel normal. I spent the day with some childhood friends at the town fair and I had a day of just feeling like a normal person and now thats all I think about. I have a really flexible schedule at work and all of this is affecting it. I don't want to be there. Everything overwhelms me. I needed to vent that. Thank you
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Click here to see the profile of this user 		Re:life on life's terms - 2007/10/25 15:40 I think we forget that everyone, including those "normal" people out there, have bad days and rough patches in their life. But it sounds like you realize its ok to have a bad day and you dont have to drink or drug. Thats Huge. But I suggest you DO get to a meeting and/or speak to your sponsor soon, it doesn't take much before the discontent feelings can lead to relapse.
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